And roasted red peppers to go into the hummus I'm making.
And did a load of laundry.
Does it help?
No, this frantic busyness doesn't help.
It just makes me more exhausted.
Nothing helps my sadness at the passing of my beautiful dear niece.
Nothing fills the hole in my heart.
All of our shared texts are still on my phone.
Photographs of her are on my computer screen.
All I can do is breathe. And, to remember.